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ymustiIt's got me wondering; why'd it have to be her? Or them? She didn't deserve this. They did not deserve this.
But it isn't as if, anyone deserved this. But why did it have to be them? Why on earth-- on this earth full of people I don't give a single damn about-- did it have to be them?
They did not deserve it at all. They did nothing wrong. Nothing. An already broken motley of people; they did not deserve it. She did not deserve it. He did not deserve it. I...
It makes me selfish. And it is selfish of me to ask why it had to be them. Why it had to be her. Because it just had to be her. She, of all people, who I absolutely gave at least 90% of my damns; she who inspired me; she who brought me through the crap load we call high school; she who was there when I was breaking down; she who was a friend; she who was my muse; she who was my love.
And now the world just figured that the broken can be a little more shattered than they already are.
But it isn't as if, anyone deserved this. But why did it have to be them? Why on earth-- on this earth full of people I don't give a single damn about-- did it have to be them?
They did not deserve it at all. They did nothing wrong. Nothing. An already broken motley of people; they did not deserve it. She did not deserve it. He did not deserve it. I...
It makes me selfish. And it is selfish of me to ask why it had to be them. Why it had to be her. Because it just had to be her. She, of all people, who I absolutely gave at least 90% of my damns; she who inspired me; she who brought me through the crap load we call high school; she who was there when I was breaking down; she who was a friend; she who was my muse; she who was my love.
And now the world just figured that the broken can be a little more shattered than they already are.
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Date: 2014-02-08 01:52 pm (UTC)And this is a beautifully written entry. Every time I post, I am wildly impressed with your talent for weaving words into beauty.
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Date: 2014-02-15 03:20 am (UTC)Thank you! I'm very flattered.